another love story

hahaha akhirnya tentang ini juga.. ups
tentang laki-laki juga
diluar ayah dan adik terkecil saya haha


Actually, agak malu sih untuk mulai cerita hihi pake nama apa ya. Takut terlihat ababil gitu kalo smeua kisah diceritakan di blog tapi tanpa kemasan menarik. Hm lalu apa yang bisa bikin menarik? Saya nggak jago nulis, foto2 apalagi, teman saja sedikit how pathetic I am yaaa... Tapi setelah dipikir-pikir, saya kan menulis blog ini untuk menjadi jujur atas diri saya sendiri. Bukan supaya terlihat hebat.. (a.k.a GAWL) seperti kebanyakan anak di usia saya. Dude, please I don't wanna be a galauers or ababilers anymore. hahaha

Oke.. so here it is.. Let's make it simple, just like question gitu dechh.. 
Ini sebenarnya contoh ketika gue menceritakan kepada salah satu my-super-duper-lovely-bestfriend I ever met. :* :*

 Q: Who's the luckiest guy in the world?
Oh come on, don't put the luckiest guy in the world. He is one of my senior from my senior high school. I don't know him too much. We're just met for 2-3 times in 3 years ago. haha
 Q: Seriously? 3 years ago? So how you guys known each other or at least can closely related?
 Well, its a school project. Dude, please.. this is 2012,  did you know facebook? I think you should try it. HAHA. I'm not pretty sure if I say that we have a closely-related after what I have done in almost this one month.
 Q : You gotta be kidding me. Facebook? come on.. You wanna be the one of ABG in kidnap by "om-om"?
 ................................... Guys please, I ever met him. So I know he was exist. -__________-
Q : Ok, I'm kidding, wait you said that you're not sure that you have a close-related with him. Why?
 Yup. Because.. I just stalked (-_-) on his facebook. And he have a new photo. But, unfortunately the one who added that new photo is a girl that I suspected as his ex. And that photo was taken at (the name of the place) which is in his a-great-family-event. And that's mean.. she also was there!
Q : And, my friend is feel be played?
Correct!
Q : But I think.. that's a normal you know. Probably he want to such a "back-up" So even if he failed with the other one, he have another one.
That's cruel...... And I feel so low self-esteem with her

Q : why?

She was great. Have a job, in the same age with him, and she was adorable. Really, if I have a models industry, I wanna be the one who have a contract with her. She has a unique face in a good way. They went together to Jogja, Bali, even Europe! It's on in his profile.

Q : Wow, excuse me.. How old is him?
Promise you didn't laugh.
Q : (mouth-zipped) (wink)
xxx
Q : mmm...... And now, I'm gonna laughing.
You jerk!
Q : so you are really with that age..

But he was really kind to me.... :(

Q : Anyway.....   what are you talking about with XXX-ers (he said about his age)

Maybe like, "Penghasilan lu berapa duit sebulan?" "Cukup nggak buat biayain hidup gue"

.................................... KOK LO JAHAT BANGET SAMA GUE??? 

I never thought to act cruel with you ;;) go on..

We are talking about anything.. just like regular chat. But he always take care of me even tough he was busy.

and we're talking, joking, until he said...

"Are you still 'galau'?"

slightly-reduced...... thanks anyway :)

and he said a goodnight-bye-greet with a smile emoticon. 

What a GREAT conversation that I have (again) with him. And when he say,

 "pray for me for tomorrow, so I can have a girlfriend. I like her, she like me, and then we have a date, and then we're married"

I don't know, it's little bit (still) hurt to hear that. And, I decided to 'end chat' him on my smartphone,  so I never re-read our best conversation after, (I don't know) maybe 10 months ago. 

one big question in my head. Is he felt "like I feel" after he say he wanna meet a girl and then........................

anyone else?

don't trust people easily

maybe it's an old phrase but that was fucking true. Ffiuh~
however, I just gratitude, that I just know you. 
even it's not too deep. but its painful

I USED TO THOUGHT

this is the story about my imagination to understand some explanation from the elder people when I was a kid.
Just remember that,

Malu bertanya, sesat dijalan

I USED TO THOUGHT that BUMP or "polisi tidur" adalah...
Kuburan mantan polisi yang sudah meninggal. Supaya tetap berjasa tetap dipekerjakan dengan cara kuburannya di taruh di tengah jalan supaya kebanyakan orang tidak mengebut dijalan :)


I USED TO THOUGHT that MAKAN BIJI BUAH berakibat..
Tumbuh akar disekujur tubuh. Dan ternyata itu cuma akal-akalan orangtua supaya gue nggak keselek makan biji jeruk atau semangka. Kalo nggak dicegah entar biji mangga gue telen juga :/

I USED TO THOUGHT that MAKAN TOGE BISA BIKIN BERENANG dan ternyataa...
Lagi-lagi Akal-akalan orangtua supaya gue mau makan toge. Tapi buktinya sih.. gue tetep makan toge, dan sekarang tetep bisa berenang hahaha


I USED TO THOUGHT that KUNANG-KUNANG adalah KUKU ORANG MATI sampai akhirnyaaa...
Pas lagi gunting kuku, gue simpenin kuku gue, supaya kalo nanti gue mati dia bisa jadi kunang-kunang -___-

I USED TO THOUGHT that ES DONGDONG DEKET RUMAH, SALAH SATU RESEPNYA ADALAH "PIPIS ABANGNYA" dan ternyata...
Alasan nyokap gue supaya nggak beli eskrim :/ (tapi kasian abangnya di fitnah) HAHA


Sekian dulu deh, imajinasi gue.. Barangkali ada yang gue inget nanti gue tambahin haha
Lesson of this post is..
"Persiapkan jawaban atas pertanyaan-pertanyaan yang dilontarkan anak kalian kelak haha"




gracias ^^

HOLIDAY

it's sounds fun! Holi-day. what's goin on with 'holi'. Well, I hope I'll deserve a logical answer then :p
Too much story to tell, and maybe you ever hear "picture tell a thousand word" ? So here I come to show you a picture while I'm in holiday. But, sorry for my not-a-photography picture.

 Kebun Raya Bogor sky

trees

time to play

Red Bridge

morning glory

You should come to Kebun Raya Bogor!

unexpensive but you get a lot of fun!